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Meditations in an emergency

Sudden intense pressure. The stomach fills with air you leaps and bounds and seems to be about to explode any minute. Expands like an iron curtain indestructible, impenetrable upward inundándote chest, lungs, trachea. Goes to your throat. You're convinced that going to fly off like a cannon through your mouth, but instead, it stays there, comprimiéndote the core , which is made smaller and smaller. And you will suffocate ... Slowly ... Unbearably ...
think there must be a solution to release all that air back down. And the only thing you can think of is eating. Eat, eat, eat. Devour. Gobble everything in your path, barely distinguish whether sweet or savory, if it is fresh or rotten. What matters as to help me down that wall that I pressed the neck fiercely. Lose track of time. Do not know if you've been eating a minute or an hora.Crees feel a very short period of tranquility, but no. There is peace. They are the second prior to hatching. You look at the belly, round as a planet, so swollen he could barely see from above the knees. Feel nausea. And you start to realize everything you've eaten.

Chocolate-1 tablet
Biscuits Mary-20 units Crisps
-150 grams
cold omelette last night -2 pieces of salami sandwich
-1 unit
condensed milk-5
tablespoons Coca-Cola Zero -2 cans

Nausea now seizes your throat, that far from feeling relieved after the binge that was supposed to counterbalance the stuffy air, it is again blocked. Feel tachycardias. Rapid breathing. Compulsive weeping. Put your head under running cold water because you want to, with urgency, purified of all internal waste you have. Cry, cry, cry. You snuggle into your bed, in position fetal gut that shameful hiding deadly sin between your knees and burying his head against the pillow. Do not want to be seen by anyone. You know I feel disgusted with yourself and want the time back just to where you started to eat.

And in this state of emergency, you look at yourself, not afraid of your suffering, looking up into his face, as long as necessary, until the core expand again and breathe again. And you know a student of the most important lesson of your life knowing you suffer suffer less, it is feared menos.Seguramente, the second time you meet this emergency remember your meditations. Third, there is simply not an emergency.

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